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    • 13 Apr 2010
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    Sometimes I look behind the vinyl chairs before I sit down
    not trusting that something might not be there
    like treasure chests filled with apathy
    or cookie jars - or matrimony
    I let this wall come in to play
    as if, in my deluded mind, it would not be expected to hear the voices
    the heads bowed, cloakfacedarkness{}peaceunderstand, o O O O 1

    movement two
    hush now
    breathe in quickly fire breath displace
    the snake circuit mandala oroborus
    the breath fire balancing him
    aPathy .a. NO! Out

    circle the three
    hail jörmungandr hail eris
    w(ishing)(ashing)(orn)(retched)

    Don’t think badly of me, it is not my fault that the circle comes this way
    you saw the end and then the wheel turned over and here we are again
    remember the past forget the now creating the future
    and reverse
    reverse and
    creating the every single tiny droplet of blessed light this god this circle this spiral
    colorthoughtemotionvibrationbliss

    cthon - aha! BLISS|SSILB !aha - here we are again at the beginning of our lives the beginning of the none the circle the circling drainspirals upward bringing us up the elevator
    top floor Please? Please center yourself, good sir. Be kind enough to love every thought arising from that coiled serpent.

    It will be good,
    It shall be so
    So say we all
    HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

    And you were beginning to believe me.

    You mustn’t
    Believe me
    in the beginning which is the end which is
    .believe me.
    Here comes the puzzle here comes the edge REACH! AND THERE!

    .:.

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    • 28 Dec 2009
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    In the one pale beam
    cast across cracked and
    lonely planks, still tender from
    the touch of quiet carpentry
    the (e)motes float and cavort
    One blink
    and not even the brazen sun
    can re-move them
    to dance their fortunes
    splayed for all to see
    and make privacy the biggest
    cuckold you ever did know

    If lucid thought be that
    which you seek
    then spinning and tumble-dry
    dusky corpses of memories
    lost to murky sights
    and lidded carpet rooms
    are all that will greet you

    Trace these patterns into the surface
    of your harlequin glassed eyeview
    and watch as rainbow-scented
    photon gods reveal your
    for(tune) to shimmy to
    to hornpipe to
    smoke in your
    vision
    obscure

    But only a washtub made for
    feelings wrought of iron
    which has made a truce with
    King Poisidin for safe passage
    can  travel to the other side
    into tomorrow morning
    Strange land that our tingled
    and fancies cannot step into
    barred like Eve
    like Adam
    forever trapped outside
    frozen into this cube

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  • Poem - 12.23.08

    • 23 Dec 2008
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    Air surrounding me leeches away the words
    that should be whispered close on winter
    nights such as these -
    is it ever as difficult as it seems?
    That these fluttering mouthbites will never
    make it to the shells that they were meant for
    but instead shall scoot around in houses too small

    The surface of the bubble is sometimes too thick
    to push through; all the puncturepuncturepuncture
    of days past close over and channels disappear,
    their blankets pulled over their heads to keep warm
    and shut the light from coming
    Only faint and dainty
    wisps
    of smoke give tell to the smoldering ember
    that sits enshrined in a glass case/stone basement,
    held back by knots in the soft tunnel,
    bundled behind the memory of too many "naughts"
    and not enough patience - and only pale imitations
    remain

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